is it still me who makes you sweat?
am i who you think about in bed?
when the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're hands are shaking off your dress?
then think of what you did.
and how i hope to god h was worth it.
when the lightsare dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch your skin.
you know it will always just be me.


so i know where i stand.
but there are just somethings i won't stand for.
i've said.
call me if you want to talk.
but in the end.
i was the one getting shouted at for not talking.
its jsut something i won't stand for.
and how its just my fault.
that i'm boring.
so just let me know when you decide to stop being an ass.
and to call me if you feel like talking to me.
cause you know that its you i call when i need someone to talk to.

in a few more hours.
school will be officially out!
hooray!
and then work comes along.
and my pay would hopefully come soon.
and its christmas shopping for me!
and those people i have a date with!

my classmate called apple is going insane.
i swear.
and today!
oh my goodness!
someone commited suicide at yishun.
and i was late for school again.
but yeah.
it disrupted my sleep on the train.
and i don't like it one bit.

i shall go to MJ later.
and rent movies.
so that i can watch them tomorrow at home.
yeah.
anyone want to join me?